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Saturday, August 18, 2001I'm kinda sad that the summer is almost over. I feel like there's so much I didn't do... I didn't get to go anywhere, I didn't ride any roller coasters, I didn't eat any popsicles out in the sun, I didn't go to the beach (though that may still be remedied).Well... I did get my jaws surgically moved... and my weight did yo-yo... I earned a nice amount of money... Gee... that was my summer.
I think a pill could cure me. A pill could right all the wrongs. A pill could set things right. A pill could make me normal.
Just because I'm alone doesn't mean that I'm lonely.
Thursday, August 16, 2001I think I'm getting over my iffiness about my birthday. I think I'm actually going to celebrate it this year.People are actually remembering my birthday this year and asking me about it - I feel so touched...
Wednesday, August 15, 2001My sister struts when she walks. I see it, and I hate it, so I purposely shove my hands into my pockets, let my hair get in my eyes and cross my arms across my chest.posted by Erica at 12:16 AM
I don't expect to ever own him. I just want him to think I'm cool.
I grasped his forearm briefly to guide him towards another destination. His skin was so smooth, so soft and warm. I love skin. He has great skin.
Tuesday, August 14, 2001So tired...I just wish I could spend my days wandering around beautiful places instead of sitting on my butt in a workstation.
Me and my sister are very, very different. When we argue, it gets really bad. She loses her temper all at once. But I'm the one with the slow burning anger. So our relationship is very weird. Or maybe it's just typical sister stuff.
Sunday, August 12, 2001So would I rather be floating on the surface of things, happy? Or would I rather see things for what they're worth?Which one is better, tell me? Is ignorance really bliss? It's too late now to go back to the surface of things.
Things twist with time. |
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