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Friday, August 31, 2001
I think I'm starting to realize for real that I am to some degree manic.Manic depressive. Bipolar. Crazy. Whatever.
Not extremely, but enough that it makes me unbearable to myself quite often.
I still have my brains. I still have my good intentions. I still have my health. I can think of something.
posted by Erica at 1:03 AM
I'm packing right now to move my things to my res at school. It's stressing me out. I'm not ready to go back yet. Not yet. Even though this summer had its lows and its plateaus... I had a good time. I'm gonna miss life down here somewhat. I'm sorry to go.
posted by Erica at 12:57 AM
Thursday, August 30, 2001
I'm very excited for my birthday. People are being very sweet. I'm not used to this. I have no idea what my little get-together will be like, but it should be fun!posted by Erica at 8:37 AM
Wednesday, August 29, 2001
Me and my sister are not getting along. I think we'll both be very glad when I leave for school.posted by Erica at 8:11 AM
I think I need to do some research so I can learn to self-medicate.
posted by Erica at 1:01 AM
Tuesday, August 28, 2001
I sat there stiff and irritated composing suicide notes in my head. An act that I would never actually do - not anytime soon anyway. Not in my plans for real life. It's hard to know what the difference between living your life and going through the motions.You know, I hated taking SOC 101 (Introduction to Sociology) at the time because of all the deep, ongoing reading. But that course has influenced the way I think more than anything else. It makes me question everything and wonder if my individuality really belongs to me or if it's just a product of my surroundings and the genes given to me by my parents.
posted by Erica at 12:01 AM
Monday, August 27, 2001
Being self-absorbed isn't the same as being selfish.posted by Erica at 11:56 PM
