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Thursday, September 06, 2001Excited and anxious for the start of school.Hmm... I wonder what this year will be like. I feel like I can't go back after this summer. I had such a good time this summer, I don't want to leave. But at the same time, I'm ready for a change. I wonder if anything will happen with Guy #2 and me. He runs sorta hot and cold on me. He's so easy going and sorta blase about everything, it's hard to imagine him getting passionate about anything. And then there's S. He never responded to my e-mail inviting him to come to my birthday gathering thing. Should I be hurt? Well I know I think about it a little too much. I care just a little too much. Will I meet anyone new? Will I have time to meet anyone new?
Wednesday, September 05, 2001I should not read through my diaries. It just depresses the hell out of me. I guess I tend to only write in the when I'm upset.posted by Erica at 1:46 PM
Tuesday, September 04, 2001I am feeling very young for my age.posted by Erica at 4:08 PM
I feel so euphoric. I celebrated my birthday with a party last night and I invited my friends from all over the place. It's so nice to just have people come over just for you. It feels so funny having everyone make such a big deal over little ol' me. I just felt everyone's love and it was so great.
Sunday, September 02, 2001I feel optimistic. I think.Transitions are fun. I'm looking forward to starting school again, not so much for the work, classes and lectures, but just life on my own, getting away, changes and being surrounded by all my good friends. It should be fun. |
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