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Thursday, September 27, 2001
I just found out today that this page looks like total garbage with Netscape. I'm just an amateur, so I didn't know... But yeah, please use I.E. to see this page!posted by Erica at 8:42 PM
I got a call at 1:30 A.M. last night from KGuy saying that he was so drunk and that he missed me.
I just laughed at him and told him to call me in the afternoon.
posted by Erica at 9:06 AM
Oh another critic has signed my guestbook. And they're anonymous!
I know who I am. I guess I am obligated to tell you.
Yes I am boy crazy.
Yes I am occasionally manic.
I am introspective.
I am ruled by my emotions
(Much like my own mother is).
I am a student.
I am hardworking.
I am genuine.
I am a good listener.
I am used to being single.
I love to dance.
I am ambitious.
I am a wannabe health professional.
Do you need more? I'm in a new relationship, give me a f*cking break, I'm happy and he's all I can think of. Give me some time and I'll get used to it and this relationship will normalize. Don't you dare judge me for writing about what I want.
I know who I am - who the hell are you?
posted by Erica at 8:49 AM
I'm such a geek. I've been making Freudian slips all week. Like really bad ones.
posted by Erica at 12:05 AM
Wednesday, September 26, 2001
What the heck is wrong with me? I'm becoming one of those people that I could never understand when I was single. I want to see him. I miss him. I eat sleep breath him. So bad. Never thought I could be like this. I'm disgusted with myself!I had a night class tonight, and because it's all cold and rainy, KGuy offered to give me a ride home after class. I said it was okay, I didn't want him to go out of his way, I'm really not used to being treated like such a princess. After class, as me, P and H were walking home together, there his car was, waiting for us. He surprised me. I was so pleased - I couldn't stop beaming at him. :)
posted by Erica at 11:39 PM
I love it when people write to me and tell me how much they love my writing. From any of my websites.
posted by Erica at 4:05 PM
I love Sade. Her stuff is so sexy, such a slow burn.
Thanks Cold Soba. I'm sorry I sorta cut our 'friendship' off. Perhaps it's better this way. But you must have noticed that we didn't have any chemistry in person. Whatever connection was made, was purely on paper/screen.
posted by Erica at 10:47 AM
It is very, very early in the morning.
Yesterday KGuy and I went to see a movie.
Afterwards he gave me the ticket stubbs asking me if I wanted to keep them because it was the first movie we ever watched together. He also pointed out last night that today would be our one week anniversary.
I'm so glad he's optimistic.
posted by Erica at 8:02 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2001
I can't wait to get even closer to KGuy. I'm very curious to see how things turn out between us. Will things work? Will we last? Will he break my record? Will he break my heart? We are so very different, let's see if we can defy the odds. It's amazing how things have worked out so far. I can't believe we're together.posted by Erica at 5:22 PM
What do you think of the new background? Yes that's me. Yes I know I'm taking a fairly big risk by putting an actual pic of myself up, but ah well.
Okay, from this point on, I'll be calling Mr. Fob "KGuy." How's that? It seems to suit him more.
posted by Erica at 11:36 AM
Monday, September 24, 2001
Because I missed the shuttle bus to get groceries yesterday, Mr. Fob took me today after my Calculus class. I really felt like an old married couple, he helped me pick out vegetables and helped me unload everything. What a sweetie :).posted by Erica at 3:47 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2001
I feel like I'm really close to Mr. Fob now, but is it in my imagination?posted by Erica at 4:07 PM
Okay fine, it's been quick. But I trust him because we have been equally vulnerable to each other, the scale is not tipped, it is even. I don't mind asking him to do things for me, like drive me to the grocery store, because I know he'd do it, and because I do things for him.
posted by Erica at 12:01 PM
I'm in that stage where all is right in the world and I feel so close to Mr. Fob.
This weekend, after I was coaxed out of my bad mood, I really got closer to Mr. Fob. We spent a lot of time together and I find myself so comfortable with him. I realize now that my first impressions of him were all wrong. He's not really a bad boy. All my friends worry for nothing.
I also can't help but make comparisons between him and Guy #1.
Mr. Fob is so much more affectionate and not afraid of telling me how he feels. With Guy #1 and his "just-seeing-each-other" crap, I was so afraid of doing anything that was not within the boundaries he placed on our relationship. Three f*cking months into our relationship he never called me his girlfriend. I felt guilty for wanting to see him when he came home on weekends and I felt embarassed for missing him because we just "dating" not an official item yet. F*ck that. Mr. Fob has already introduced me as his girlfriend, which is a little scary, but at the same time it makes me feel more liberated to be incredibly happy.
posted by Erica at 11:09 AM
