He never calls me, not because he doesn't care about me, but more because that's just the way he is. So I was a little surprised.

I think he's a little lonely, he said that he couldn't reach Mom so that's why he called me. I felt so bad for him.

I guess the timing is really good for us to go visit him then. To bring some cheer and family stuff (the good and the bad) back into his life for a bit, even if only for 2 weeks.

Since I was half asleep and a little incoherent it was a short conversation. I'll be seeing him Thursday night (my time), or Friday morning his time.
11:22 PM

Did I tell you I sent out some Christmas cards? Only 4 actually.

One to the people I worked for this summer. Just cause they were so nice and they told me to keep in touch and I didn't, and also, I may want to work there again in the summer.

Another one to my really good friend from back in high school. I knew he would appreciate that my card was Unicef, the address label War Amps and the seal from the Lung Association.

A third one to CS. I haven't talked to him or been in touch for a long while. I kinda wanted to surprise him. Just to let him know that I'm not holding anything against him. Though I didn't give him my school address to write back to.

And lastly, one to Guy #1. Because I miss him. But for the wrong reasons. But there's nothing too personal in it. I did sign it with a heart though. Ha - I didn't even do that when we were together.
12:50 AM

They were trying to describe me yesterday. Cause I didn't get some dirty joke or something, and they said I was so innocent. And I said that I wasn't as innocent as I look, and I gave them a sly smile.

My friend A agreed, commenting on the fact that I dated quite a bit (what?? Three teeny tiny "official" relationships in 3 years!). They were trying to describe my "innocent" quality.

One guy said I was "nubile."

I thought that was quite funny. I looked up what it meant, and according to Dictionary.com, it means:

1. Ready for marriage; of a marriageable age or condition. Used of young women.


2. Sexually mature and attractive. Used of young women.

Don't get me wrong, I do want to go to Hong Kong, and I do want to see my Dad, and I do feel excited about it, but right now, most of me is just exhausted and I just want to spend time at home where I can do nothing guilt free. I'm at that point where I just don't care about my last 2 exams.
12:29 AM