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Thursday, April 25, 2002
Sorry for the lack of updates, I don't have internet access in my room yet...Things have been busy here at home. It's nice though. Had my interview with the temp agency... not sure it's my best option yet, but it's still early. I'm still looking.
I miss RGuy, but I've talked to him most nights. Things look like they'll be fine.
I'll try to write more later!
9:59 PM
Monday, April 22, 2002
We lay waiting for my mom and sister to pick me up and move me out. We lay on my bed, stripped of it's sheets and blankets. Boxes of my things surrounded us on the ground. They were just waiting to be taken back home.We lay there in silence, acknowledging our last moments, though they are not our last, just the last in this phase. And I looked to him.
He said to me in a lowered voice,
"I'm so glad I met you."
The smile crept on my face, just before I broke down in tears, laying my head down on his shoulder, clutching him because I didn't want to say good-bye.
It was one of those perfect moments.
I never knew that I could be such a basketcase.
6:25 PM
