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Thursday, May 30, 2002
Sleep has been good... I've had these two days to catch up. And I got hooked up with another assignment starting tomorow for 6 days until next friday. It's downtown again (I love downtown) so life is good.Temping is fun...
Everyone at my last job was fairly young. It's kinda exciting, some of them showed interest - very slight, subtle. And I am well aware that I have a boyfriend, but I couldn't help but be super flattered. Here are these guys, with careers, and most living on their own... very cool. I behaved myself, but I did go out for lunch with one guy. It was innocent, we went to the foodcourt and got ricebowls.
I hope my next assignment is just as cool (attention is fun!).
11:38 AM
Tuesday, May 28, 2002
Awww... the people in the admin team gave me a Thank You card for my time here. Today's my last day here - I'm getting the boot because the regular receptionist is coming back.I really liked everyone here so I'm sorry to go. But I've exchanged contacts with a few people - so I'll be in touch somewhat!
Ah... I can catch up on my sleep tomorow and maybe get some sun and avoid the dreaded "office skin" syndrome.
5:25 PM
I'm not a morning person, so if it seems like I'm perky, it's the coffee talking.
10:36 AM
Sunday, May 26, 2002
So after RGuy and his family visited his grandfather, RGuy came over here to spend the rest of the weekend with me.Some bumps along the way, some confusing moments in my head, but it was a good weekend.
I'm not sure but, I think he may have said "I love you" to me.
This is what happened.
We sometimes use that word - but only in a sexual context. For example, "I love it when you..." or just "I love it."
So Saturday, after a long afternoon at the mall, we were in my bed, and he asked me "How does it feel?" and I said "I love it" and then I think, but I'm not sure, that he said "I love you" right after. But it wasn't clear because we were having sex and he sorta dragged that last word in his mouth. I wasn't sure if I had heard right. And I didn't say anything, and we carried on.
I didn't mention anything... neither did he. Things were normal.
Did he say it or not?
Does he love me or not? Do I love him?
10:33 PM
