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Monday, June 03, 2002
He makes me laugh.He makes me scream (in a good way).
Isn't that all I need for now anyway?
9:37 PM
Sunday, June 02, 2002
So I didn't see RGuy this weekend, but that's okay - maybe next.Lot's happened, and I wish I had time to tell you all everything, but unfortunately, I don't have time.
But let me tell you about one thing that stood out in my mind.
I went clubbing Friday night with an old friend, and also in that group was Tim. My secret boyfriend from my last year of high school.
He was there. And things were really cool between us. And I'm so glad, and relieved about that.
But with all that came a flood of memories. I have to resist digging into my box of memories, hidden at the back of my closet. It holds the only existing picture I have of the two of us, and we're happy in it. I didn't want to find it and linger on it, because that would just be sad of me. But... on friday, it was just how easy going things were, how things sorta picked up. It's hard not to linger on things.
I've met his current girlfriend, and I have RGuy. She's very sweet, I can honestly say I'm not jealous, not anymore than I ought to be. I'm glad he's with her. I have a very good impression of her.
Maybe one day me and Tim can talk openly about what happened between us.
11:30 PM
