P came over today. It was good. We just girl talked all night. I hadn't really talked to her in a long while - not since school ended and we were room mates.

We talked about her single life. And how she was feeling about it.

She asked about RGuy, and I demurred. Then she pointed out that I had pictures of him all over the room ("I can see them all! There's one right there!").

Heheh. It's great talking to her. She can always offer insight into relationships.
1:38 AM

Thursday, June 27, 2002

RGuy is coming down on Saturday and staying til Monday. Monday is actually our 5 month anniversary. I don't think about the length of time too hard because it just gets overwhelming. But yeah, that's a long time to have been attached to someone. Uh oh, here comes the sense of fear...

But okay, I can push that aside. Overall, I'm pretty content. We know eachother well. I miss the feel of my embrace around him.

Enough about that. Work has been so incredibly boring. I don't know how I'm going to fill my time there this summer. But I shouldn't complain - I'm getting paid more than ever. It's steady.

I'm just trying to pass the time away without wasting it.
11:10 PM

Wednesday, June 26, 2002

Hi...

I miss you. I went out with my sister to see "Minority Report" - it was good, but I'm not sure you would like it...

I didn't get back til about midnight, and I wasn't sure if maybe you were sleeping... anyhow, I didn't want to call so late.

Hope the essay went okay.

I wish you were here so I could crawl on top of you

Don't forget to write to me at work...

Erica
12:56 AM

I watched "Minority Report" tonight. Good movie. That makes two movies that I've seen done by Steven Spielberg, inspired by Stanley Kubrick. A.I., now this. Except I didn't really like A.I.. But the two movies had a very similar style. I haven't actually seen any Stanley Kubrick movies.

The guy that tried to call me on Friday, he e-mailed me. Judging from his e-mail, he hasn't changed that much. The same sorta easy-going quirkiness.

What I liked about him was that I could say whatever was on my mind. Actually voice the thoughts that went through my head. The weird, the obscure, the absolute garbage. All of it was embraced, because he was equally weird. We both payed attention to pop culture, we both liked being off-mainstream.

But I've changed a lot since the last time we were close. We haven't really spoken since around first year. That was 3 years ago.

I've changed a lot.

Anyway, he invited me to a barbeque tomorow (Wednesday). Last minute, he apologizes. I accepted. It should be interesting...
12:22 AM

Monday, June 24, 2002

The last time he was over, it was not as squishy. He's been working out.

I'm glad cause he'll look better, but I'm also sad. It's so hard to find soft spots in guys.
9:04 PM

Ann-Marie MacDonald's "Fall On Your Knees" is an excellent book. I'm a little late to jump on the bandwagon, I know.

It's an Oprah book, and I had been a little wary of those because my first Oprah book was "Map of the World" and I didn't really like it that much. It seemed like a book I would've had to read for high school English - good, but not a fun read.

But I change my mind about Oprah books now. "Fall On Your Knees" is great. I'm starting to really appreciate Canadian authors.
6:34 PM

Sunday, June 23, 2002

Got:

• Vanity Fair's Hollywood (Actually a gift for my sister, she's obsessed with celebrity)
• Helen Fielding's "Cause Celeb" - I'm not expecting it to be like Bridget Jones though
• Nick Hornby's "High Fidelity" - I've actually already read this, but I really liked it and I wanted my own copy
• Nick Hornby's "About A Boy"
• Joanne Harris' "Chocolat"
• Joanne Harris' "Five Quarters of the Orange"