I couldn't fall back asleep after that.
The phone rang again 1/2 an hour later. And it was him again! God I was so happy to talk to him. It was so good to hear his voice. And it was him that had called earlier.
Even from across the world, on a thin telephone line, he could sense what I was feeling, what my mood was.
I miss him. I miss him a lot.
10:56 AM
Let me expand on Canadian common courtesy, as I mentioned yesterday. It's subtle... But after a while you notice the differences and you really appreciate the way it is back home.
For example, if you're in the MTR (subway) here, given the choice between pushing past someone to get ahead and not pushing them, people in Hong Kong will choose the former and Canadians would tend to choose the latter. And when someone walking towards you needs to get past you, Canadians would tend to sorta turn sideways to give you room to move, while people in Hong Kong won't.
I miss home, but things are good here. I'm having a good time. Food is good - I'm always eating til I'm super-full here. Shopping is good... haha...
Last night and right now at the internet cafe, I have been able to e-mail back and forth with RGuy - like instant messaging. Just like we did all summer when we were at work, but more often cause I only have an hour. It's pretty good...
Sometimes the paranoia inside me feels like he doesn't miss me enough... But then I know that he already loves me more than I love him.... well mainly because I'm not in love with him yet. I've had time to think a little, and I think relationships just make me super squirmy. Like I feel like I'm being held down. I have to get over that (or get free).
10:45 AM
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