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Wednesday, September 04, 2002
This weekend, while me and RGuy were having sex, I had him look me right in the eyes. We usually don't. He looks at the pillow or behind my head or up or down... My eyes wander. But I read somewhere in Cosmo that looking right into each other's eyes during the act makes things much more intimate. That's kinda funny and cliched - taking sex tips from Cosmo.But I tried it. And Cosmo was right.
I just felt the moment. And I'm still unsure if it was the real-deal or overinflated.
But when we looked each other in the eyes, it made me so intensely happy that I started to cry.
11:37 PM
Here I am, probably the last summer student to be still working. The bus this morning was filled with high school students and I wondered if they could tell how young I was, that I was only a little bit ahead of them in life. Me in my business skirt and security card.
School starts for me next Monday. Most students took this week off, but not me.
I'm really just killing time at work, tieing up loose ends I guess. But it's just about time for a change...
2:32 PM
It feels so good to get hugs. To feel the other person's arm reach around your back and embrace you.
That's what's great about birthdays. You get to have hugs from everybody, even from the contact-shy, so-called tough guys.
22 years old now... where did the time go?
12:09 AM
Monday, September 02, 2002
Okay I'm listening to Diana King's "Summer Breezin'" and I realize my heart is breaking because summer is pretty much over...11:51 PM
Saw my new apartment up at school yesterday... I did some pre-moving up with my parents for the day. It needs some work, a lot of cleaning, decorating... but I am sooo excited about it! This next school term will be great. I'm living with my best girlfriends over there. And RGuy will be on term with me (but not in the winter term).
I officially move in this Saturday. The beginning of a term is always the best. Can't wait...
5:44 PM
