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Tuesday, January 14, 2003
I will never ever judge another couple, or someone within a couple again.Relationships are so complex. The interaction between these two people becomes intimate and specific and specialized.
When I imagine RGuy asking someone else for advice about our relationship, I can't imagine anyone else ever understanding me within this relationship. The context of things being said, not just within the conversation, but within the relationship. It would be too easy to misinterpret the little nuances and meanings.
8:29 PM
Monday, January 13, 2003
I hate how my emotional state has to take into account his moods. I'm depressed when he's depressed. It just brings me down. I'm extremely sensitive about things like this.1:39 AM
You scare me. It scares me how much of myself you hold. It scares me that you know me so well. Like if we were ever to part, all of that would be released. Into the wild. Where it would spread like wildfire and never be quenched.
How would life be after you? Placid. Trapped or free?
12:45 AM
Sunday, January 12, 2003
After watching Amelie, I was inspired to make red my signature colour, just like her.10:54 PM
