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Sunday, August 31, 2003
Just because I've been in a relationship for the last 1.5 years doesn't mean I've changed very much. Last night at the party, here is a list of boys I met:1. Cute, tallish, Engineer guy that mentioned that once upon a time he considered majoring in music (he plays guitar, violin, and some other instruments I don't remember). This guy embodies all of my dream characteristics. Smart and artsy. It is no coincidence that he is the first one on this list. I met him in the line up (he was with some other guys I knew from school). I told them I would see them inside, and I saw them all, except that one guy.
2. Flirty, actor from out west. Friend of a friend of G's. Really flirty. Kept hitting on me until I had to tell G to subtly tell him I had a bf so he would stop trying to grind with me.
3. Cute blonde guy from out west. Also friend of a friend of G's. He was cute. I let him dance with me, but I pulled away after a while. He definitely had more class than guy #2.
4. Guy with the same name as RGuy. Haha... what a coincidence. I got lost in the club and I was trying to find my friends on the dance floor and eventually gave up right in the middle. Turns out I knew one of the guys that happened to be standing where I stopped from a little while ago. So this other guy with him starts talking to me. Eventually I had to leave to start searching for my friends again. I don't even remember what he looked like, he was asian and tall.
So there you go. Temptation all over the place. It doesn't help that I was drinking a little more than I usually do.
RGuy gets back from his trip tonight. I'm waiting for his call.
12:35 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2003
4 shots + 2 mixed drinks + club + hot music + favourable boy:girl ratio = temptation4:41 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
I don't think time apart is good for me. RGuy is in Cuba right now for the week. So I can't reach him, and I guess he doesn't have internet access because I haven't heard from him. So it's a break.Time apart gives me too much time to just think about stuff and sample what life is like without him.
It's weird.
My new life starts soon. I'm turning 23 and I'm starting a new school and a new program next week.
It's weird.
8:55 PM
